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Botox eyes,
Collagen pout,
Three hundred dollar highlights.
Quilted Coat,
Yoga Pants, that
Fat black blinkered Mercedes_
 
Is there some
            Little faith rattling round
            Down under it all, Mother?
Or just the fumbling need
To be seen, or,
	Somehow, to see?
 
//Georgetown//
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art (noun) \ˈärt, ərt\ our best attempt to bridge, without dogma, the gulf between the universal and the particular.
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I wrote this one
  on the way to work.
Or did I just see it?
 
People.  Sleeping
  heaped in piles all around
McPherson Square.
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Surefire Novel Concepts:


Country Club Coming Of Age Story

Recovering Alcoholic Tries to Revive Relationship with Estranged Son

Elderly Woman Mourning Spouse Discovers a Dark Secret

Child Witnesses Horrific Murder; Bravely Exposes Killer

Pantless Troubadour Finds Love in Offbeat Romance

Plain-Jane Meter Maid Corrupted by Dashing Double-Parker

Pathological Genius Enjoys Eating Human Earlobes

Masturbating Monkey Becomes Hero of Circus 

Anthropomorphic Walking Stick Journeys Across Ohio

Lonely Secretary Falls in Love in New York at Christmas

Big Spending Orthodontist Learns the Value of Dollar-Cost-Averaging

Woman with Titanium Hip Harassed by TSA at LaGuardia

Hoboken Family Runs out of Sunny Delight; Mom Won’t Buy More

Bored Mujahid Rents Love Actually; Changes His Ways

Procrastinating Lepidopterist Makes Up Novel Concepts

School Girl Carries Two Billion Years of Natural History in Veins; Ignored by Classmates

Forty-Eight Seconds of Precious Existence Squandered by Accountant

Woman Stands in Breakfast Aisle Reading Back of Aunt Jemima Pancake Box

Boy Listens to Song Bird by Window at School; Later Can’t Remember The Tune

Necessity Confused with Desire
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Parenthood is like some poetry. 
Can’t be enjoyed 
  but after long travail, 
boredom, 
fatigue,
enervation, 
and, yes, despair.
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I drove to work with that hazy,
sad feeling I feel when
I know things are changing
but just not quite how.

First Day of School,
August 2009
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Ten days in NYC learning the law with the Best / Brightest.
August profs just this side of greatness, their Ivy League creds,
Political appointments jogged out at every intro.
Cuff links, seersucker—Roscoe’s in Martha’s Vineyard again!—
Coral glasses worn to match the pants, to match the silent satisfaction of
Yale and Princeton, safe from their dingy outskirts,
Northeast train-linked sub-orbs of the Old Order,
Preserved by the White Shoe Law Firms, and, of course, the Schools.
It means something still. It is written in their lives.

I said that when a guy like Matt,
Good guy all and all,
Comes up out of the best private schools in New York,
Slides into Yale and thence to Stanford,
The future is loomed by Four Towers:
Law, Medicine, Finance, Office.
It’s almost as if their world 
Is smaller than ours:
It’s Manhattan and Palo Alto,
London and Beijing.
But as for the rest of it, 
All the fly-over squares of wheat and subdivision,
All so forgettable and sad and lamentable,
All so small, terribly small and terribly sad,
And did I say lamentable?
Fly over it all they must—and they do.

A good lawyer will turn that claim around,
Find the exceptions, and the exceptions are
There—children moving up and down the ladder.
Harvard produces its burnouts and malcontents,
Listless intellects disgusted by the options before them,
Earnest civil servants, shopkeeper’s daughters rising on pride.
These stories are true,
But so are the Partners, the Politicians, the Professors—
The scions of our American royalty.

And, yes, of course, I’ve wished to be among them.
But the day dreams, the best ones, are always to go down and
Out of it, not to come up. 
To burn my checkered jacket in a barrel
On Brighton Beach and write poems on a shoe.
For herein lies the truth that is perhaps
The greatest comfort to the obscure: 
Turning away from that kind of fortune has always been
Braver than earning it.
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“I reserve the right to break my own rules.” 
     - Jake Wilson Whitlow 
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